A UKC STAFFER
you have been abused, and sex brings back the memories.
Yet you also have the normal hormones clamouring for release. Maybe, once,
you get off your face enough to do it properly with someone. Every time
after, you try and get to that place again, but the kind of sex you have
when you're drugged feels even more like abuse, even less like need answered.
And then imagine that your drug of choice is one that a) makes your dick
shrink to a peanut and b) is notorious for creating states of clinical
paranoia.
I'd say you were up shit creek. I'd say you need so much love all the
mothers in the world could never give it to you. I'd say pulling in the
park one wet afternoon was the last thing you needed.
I'm sorry, Steve.
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